10.23.06
So I had this thought today while looking up the information on seeing a friends screening next month. How do you apologize for who you were 6 years ago to someone that you think might not even accept the apology? I have had this huge influx of trying to clean out the cob webs of things that were left too long and see if I can do right with people that I may have made short sighted judgmental mistakes with before. I would hope it could be attributed to needing to grow up, which I very much did at the time. But I cant understand why it still bothers me when it was so long ago and there are specific people in my life that I would like to reach out to and just have this fear I suppose of rejection over again. They were good people that a mistake that I whole heartedly admit to being my fault caused, I just would like to right wrongs and if only the process of doing so were a little easier. I just want to say sorry and they know I am and be friend again, that how it worked when you were way younger why cant it be applied to being grown up and those relationships. Ah well, more thought on it I am sure.
With that I had a good weekend. I did what I have been doing a lot when it came to Friday, falling asleep on the couch. I met up with Eric after work and we went to Cube 63 in the neighborhood and got some good sushi. I think I must have had about 6 avocados between the vegetable rolls and the avo salad that we shared. But it was all very very good. He watched Mr. Mom and I slept. I don’t know how I keep up with this lifestyle I have created.
I am pretty convinced that since Eric has been sick, both my roommates have been sick, my mom, and just about everyone I work with ahs been sick that I must be I the verge of contracting the plague and I really can’t figure out why I am not sick just yet. Saturday I thought I was starting to come down with something and I just took it easy. Had a good breakfast with cate at this French place on smith and then she went to the city. I met up with Eric with intentions to go to the Met to see the Picasso exhibit, while waiting for the bus we both decided to go another time. Then we had big plans to go see The Prestige but after we got involved in making home made pizza there was not enough time to deal with the trains running on different lines just to get to Union to watch it. So we decided to watch the marathon of flavor of love, I think I really must have killed any thinking ability that I could have had by a good 150% by watching all of that crap for a few hours. Then walked the dogs and met Steve to go to Christine’s Birthday party on the lower east side. Stayed there a bit, Sara and cate came by with dan and tori and some of cate’s friends from college. I headed out early to be awake enough on Sunday to drive to Woodbury commons
Early Sunday morning dragged cate out of bed picked up Sara and my boss Alex and spent the day at Woodbury commons. I had been saving for a while to be able to get some sweaters for the winter. I have to admit I did good, lots of good deals and lots of walking. It was also entertaining to see how money does not buy class. Came home to dinner that Eric had made for me and then basically went right to bed.
Tonight I am going out to Long Island to see the family that allowed me to stay in their home when I first moved here. Upon graduating college I was leaving for Italy for a few days. I had applied for an internship in the city since I didn’t know really what I was going to do or where I was going to go. Two days before I left for Italy I got a call and had an over the phone interview, that conversation ended with getting the internship with SPIN magazine. This left me one big problem; where was I going to live and what was I going to do since I started the internship 2 days after I returned for Italy. My mom’s friends were selling their home and had moved into another place, while the paper work was going through they didn’t want their home to be sitting empty. So in comes me with air mattress, plate, fork, spoon, and TV on the floor accompanied by a lamp. It was a very glamorous squatting stint. They were always really sweet and inviting me out to dinner with them, I haven’t seen them in 2 1/2 year, bad bad bad! So I am going to brave the LIE tonight after work and go out to LI. I am very excited for it.
With that I had a good weekend. I did what I have been doing a lot when it came to Friday, falling asleep on the couch. I met up with Eric after work and we went to Cube 63 in the neighborhood and got some good sushi. I think I must have had about 6 avocados between the vegetable rolls and the avo salad that we shared. But it was all very very good. He watched Mr. Mom and I slept. I don’t know how I keep up with this lifestyle I have created.
I am pretty convinced that since Eric has been sick, both my roommates have been sick, my mom, and just about everyone I work with ahs been sick that I must be I the verge of contracting the plague and I really can’t figure out why I am not sick just yet. Saturday I thought I was starting to come down with something and I just took it easy. Had a good breakfast with cate at this French place on smith and then she went to the city. I met up with Eric with intentions to go to the Met to see the Picasso exhibit, while waiting for the bus we both decided to go another time. Then we had big plans to go see The Prestige but after we got involved in making home made pizza there was not enough time to deal with the trains running on different lines just to get to Union to watch it. So we decided to watch the marathon of flavor of love, I think I really must have killed any thinking ability that I could have had by a good 150% by watching all of that crap for a few hours. Then walked the dogs and met Steve to go to Christine’s Birthday party on the lower east side. Stayed there a bit, Sara and cate came by with dan and tori and some of cate’s friends from college. I headed out early to be awake enough on Sunday to drive to Woodbury commons
Early Sunday morning dragged cate out of bed picked up Sara and my boss Alex and spent the day at Woodbury commons. I had been saving for a while to be able to get some sweaters for the winter. I have to admit I did good, lots of good deals and lots of walking. It was also entertaining to see how money does not buy class. Came home to dinner that Eric had made for me and then basically went right to bed.
Tonight I am going out to Long Island to see the family that allowed me to stay in their home when I first moved here. Upon graduating college I was leaving for Italy for a few days. I had applied for an internship in the city since I didn’t know really what I was going to do or where I was going to go. Two days before I left for Italy I got a call and had an over the phone interview, that conversation ended with getting the internship with SPIN magazine. This left me one big problem; where was I going to live and what was I going to do since I started the internship 2 days after I returned for Italy. My mom’s friends were selling their home and had moved into another place, while the paper work was going through they didn’t want their home to be sitting empty. So in comes me with air mattress, plate, fork, spoon, and TV on the floor accompanied by a lamp. It was a very glamorous squatting stint. They were always really sweet and inviting me out to dinner with them, I haven’t seen them in 2 1/2 year, bad bad bad! So I am going to brave the LIE tonight after work and go out to LI. I am very excited for it.
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