having a tough time keeping up

Life has been insane lately. Unfortunately, it's nothing special that seems to keep me running.
When I do have a moment to think...I try to jump start myself again, hoping to find a path back to having the time and focus to be passionate about life past the present priorities of making it to work on time and wishing for 6pm.
I'm fully aware I'm wasting precious time.
It doesn't sit well.