What do you mean it's time. Time for me to grow up?

Tonight I was handed the opportunity to see Gorilla Biscuits at CBGBs. I had been excited to go to the show for quite sometime. Seemed very much like it had the potential to be a momentous event. But this morning I woke up with the frame of mind that I would not be attending the show. Instead I went along and spent the day running around to make some plans, eating lunch at red bamboo after a very hot walk and a nightmare of a train ride into the city, getting caught in the rain, and unsuccessfully going to two movie theaters to see a movie in refuge from the rain. I went out a bit for Matt’s birthday (well birthday not birthday since it had been the day before) and running around with brain a friend from Syracuse. After a bit of hectic indecision we met back up with Danielle at CBGBs. She had been waiting in line for a few hours so I figured it would be nice to shoot the shit and keep her company a bit while she waited. The longer I stayed the more I thought “well if they do let people in why not at least get some money just in case.” As I went to get money we had our chance to get in. It was awesome to see. Very glad things worked the way that they did. I missed the excitement I used to have at shows, what has been put into place that I don’t get that way anymore?And something was said during between song banter that I thought about a minute more, that what happens is constantly fleeting. Everything is transient.