Dear Lover

Today I went to see Charlie and the Chocolate factory on IMAX with a few friends. I have not been to the IMAX since I was in high school when I went with a friend and her boyfriend all the way from Albany to the Park Palisades Mall (which was the closest IMAX that we knew at the time) to see Fantasia 2000. I got a giddy feeling when we went in to sit and the screen was huge and seemed very dramatic and big. I kept thinking about the 600 times I have probably seen Captain EO at Epcot Center when I lived in Florida. I was a huge fan; luckily I grew out of my MJ phase at a very early age. Imagine me standing in front of some courtroom to protest my pop starts innocence all because of my love for him as a space ship captain.

I have been listening to some bands that I had never really given a chance before. In order to expand myself I am doing my best to give things that I have heard in conversation a try. Recently I was introduced to a cover-ish band Nouvelle Vague, I am very excited to have found out that they are playing in the city soon and I have tickets to see them.


I recently read on a “blog” about myself, its bizarre to see into peoples perception of different situations. Everything is subjective little is fact.

p.s. I need to do a better job of updating my images so that I won’t keep using completely random things that have nothing to do with the content of what I write. In all honestly I am usually so scatter brained that they misalignment of image and content might make more sense than what is actually written.

i love...

The Megalodon was living at the time of the dinosaurs, and did not become extinct, but rather survived. (in one and a half years i will take my own photograh of this: http://www.dyer-island-cruises.co.za/shark.htm)

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4th of July spent in the city. Went up to Williamsburg to a roof party with Katie and Heather. College kids from RIT, went with the intention to meet people and just spoke to people I already know. Went to Long Island for the beginning of the weekend. I began to get itchy the first night I was there with little to nothing to do. I would like to think eventually I will develop an affinity for the relaxation of nothing,I don’t think I have the patience for it just yet. Stayed until Sunday completing an important agenda of getting sunburned then worrying about being sunburned but still sitting in the sun all day long. Things are a bit to quiet in general.

I am not an eloquent writer.

I moved to New York City a year and twenty-eight days ago. I didn’t have a place to live or a job other than an unpaid internship for a music magazine. I left a lot behind and at times wanted to leave it here to pursue the past. In the process of this past year I have gone though just about the spectrum, and involuntarily grew. I found out that sometimes you don’t need to grow up any more, but it ends up happening on itself. Recently a good friend matt miller began a photo journal, and it sparked the idea that I have lived though the past year and not bothered to stop and take a bit of the day to day with me. This is my best effort to try to do just that… hold out and take a bit of the day to day with me. It is no grand idea or movement just trying to push myself a bit.